What would be your fourth wish?

I’ve said I wish I was a little bit smarter

Or a little bit dumber

Smarter on how to make things work the way I want them to work out

Or dumber to just not care

Which is about control, I know

I like being in control

Probably because so much of my early life felt beyond my control

Probably because I have a vision, and idea how to reach it, a plan to do it, and once I start to do it-

Life happens

Sometimes it’s slow tech

Oftentimes it’s people

Or the clock

Or some other roadblock

Which gets frustrating

and demoralizing

And because of the rapid pace of experimentation I do to find what works best

It feels like progress is stalled on all fronts

Find things that only sorta work

And trying to figure things out to make it work better

All things work better

That song from the 70’s stuck in my head

Stuck here in the middle with you